WHY U DID IT????

Opened up to newborns stage
I was ashamed and disgraced
What had i done?
Why i had to cry for days?

I wasnt so open,shy
Happens with everyone
Hard to adjust
U said what u did was good
But just in the name opening up
U raped my sanctity first
What was it with u to beat me up?

I answered everything u asked
But u werent in senses to be asked
What else was there to interact?
Your moments of fun
Made my breath to run
Hard to breathe , hard to run

Look at u, what u call yourself
U may even come to hannibal stage
If u are the future for everyone
I wish there should be none.......

Ragging has reportedly caused at least 30-31 deaths in the last 7 years:[2] , [all of which] are not those of freshers. C. Lalitha, the mother of Mukesh, ended her life due to the controversy surrounding the sexual abuse of her son during ragging (Andhra Pradesh, Sept 2006). Three of the ragging deaths were those of seniors: two seniors were killed by a first-year student when he was being ragged (Vidyanagar, MP, Aug 2006); one senior ended his life when he was punished for ragging. The other seven deaths were those of freshman, six who committed suicide, and one due to the result of brutal ragging (equivalent to murder).

MUSIC IS ALL ABOUT PASSION

If u r a person who by any chance is interested in learning a music instrument get one thing :
YOUR INSTRUMENT IS NOT JUST FOR PLAYING SONGS.....ITS A MEANS OF PULLING YOUR EMOTIONS OUT IN RHYTHMIC PATTERN ....
And i m writing this after my experience of getting frustated by request of many of my friends to give them lessons on drumming cauz these people want to play songs...thats it

MUSIC IS NOT FOR COMMERCIALIZATION by MAKING DANCE BEATS .... ITS SOMETHING TO TELL ABOUT PRESENT .......THE MUSICIAN'S SOLUTIONS FOR PROBLEMS OF SOCIETY.. ..SOMETHING TO BRING OUT HUMAN EMOTIONS

Nywy you should get attached to your instrument...MAKE IT A PART OF YOURSELF...bring whatever is inside you while playing....Jam like hell not for a song but for your self....MAKE IT YOUR PASSION....once you do it u will be a multiinstrumentalist

AN UNWANTED FUTURE

What if u wake up
every morning
to find ugly clouds stopping the gold
morseful, stressful, unbearable
every morning

What if u wake up
In the december
to find hot wind burning your face
harsh, sweating, fierce
every december

What if u wake up
In the may
to find thunderstorms rolling for days
flooding, chaosing,humiding
every may

What if u wake up
But want to be asleep forever
cauz u find every sweet thing
vanished, disappered, finished
every where

What if u wake up
to ask your yourself
why have u been such to Gaaya
cruel, heartless, killer
raping her to death

Its just matter of decades
when u will wake up like that!!!!

DEATH NOTE

Today i watched whole of the 37 episode series of Death Note.....it is good if u watch with breaks ,unlike me :)
But the point is the main charcter of the prog got a supernatural power by which he could kill anyone person on earth by knowing his name and face.....and he wanted to give the whole world a makeover by simply using his power on every big and small criminal .....
This is also what most of us think in this new generation....
.......''' kill every politician, militant, terrorist'''

But if people give even a little thinking over these problem they will find that doing this will not help nywy...situation would be the same after few years or decades ...

Its the same thing i pointed out in previous article.. and in short to say
'' IF U START KILLING EVERY PERSON ON THIS EARTH WHO IS INVOVLED IN BAD WORK THESE DAYS.....YOU WILL END UP AS LAST PERSON ON EARTH BEFORE KILLING YOURSELF ''

SLEEP

Why are you crying mother?
Why is father lying like this on floor?
Is this a game mother?
I m frightened of all this...

Come my boy!
Dont be frightened
Rest in my lap
Its a moment to cherish

And i m not crying son
I m happy...
cauz it is ending before it....... begun

You know your father just won a game son
From the big bad uncles of your
who make us cry whenever he comes

that big moustached uncle maa?

yes son !
the same man who rented your father a sum
but you know due to the bad cotton this year
your father couldnt repay the sum

so they began to play catch and run
but due to all his hectic work
your father soon got tired to run
but then he called upon
the old poor's friend son

A friend maa?

Yes son...
Whenever he comes
he gave poor people reason to cherish
cauz then they dont have to run

He gives them a long sleep
Free of all worries!
Free of all run!
And you know we are also now going to meet him
Please drink this little milk and we will all sleep.....

:( -THIS IS DEVOTED TO THE COTTON FARMERS OF VIDARBH WHO PERISHED DUE TO THE HEARTLESS BEHAVIOR OF SOCIETY--
In 2006, 1,044 suicides were reported in Vidarbha alone - that's one suicide every eight hours.

This is inspired by great storyteller Premchand..his way of telling emotional stroies was breathtaking and they were actual truth of Indian society......he knew the soul of the Indian society

INDIANS PLEASE READ ONCE!!

I just read a blog :WHERE ARE WE TODAY......... by Ritu Goyal..

In the whole article she is blaming the Indian government for whatever blasts,killings etc happening in India.......
I also think that many of u agree with her.....but please read below for once to hear Dope's view.
What is government??......A person in particular who operates whole country sitting at one place?
No ....we are our own government....WE....YOU AND ME.....who always try to never have eye contact with children at traffic signal....WE ..who dont give a slightest thought before getting any scholarship or money if we are getting it by any means, disregarding the fact that it may help any other person in need........its WE who dont care to protest 4-5 people doing Eve teasing.......its again ...WE.. who actually dont care whom to elect kyunki parents say ''wo apna aadmi hai....usse hi jitaana hai...wo HAMARE GHAR tak road banwa dega'' ......

Its US...who wont give any person a job without bribe.....and when that person ransoms you by putting gun on your forehead....u call him terrorist

There are so many things we are doing in our life.....WE ...THE SELFISH INDIANS....doing wrong things so regularly ....that we now just dont consider them wrong......Always blaming...''Fcking government...fcking security...India is fcking hell''......
There is only one solution to the problem....WE HAVE to CHANGE.....each and everyone!!!.....
If u ask how....i have only one answer...JUST THINK ONCE WHY INDIA WAS CALLED
......................... DHARM GURU..........OUR LEGACY IS OLD.....OUR METHODS WERE GREAT....ONLY THAT NOW WE HAVE FORGOT....
but there is one person reclaiming that legacy....THE LONG BEARDED YOGI.....
I M NOT PREACHING ABOUT HIM....BUT WHAT HE IS TEACHING.....HE IS JUST GIVING OUR OLD LEGACY BACK!!

PS: PLEASE COMMENT IF U READ....PLZZZ

रोषित जीवन रोषित मन
अज्ञानी मानव अज्ञानी जन
मानवता की ख़ाक छानता
मेरा तन मेरा मन

माना तू है भाई को भूला
माना तू है बाप को भूला
पर इस नंगे बाज़ार में
तू खुद को ही बेच भूला

दो पैसे के लालच लोभ ने
तुझे ये क्या है बना दिया
पेट भरके जेब भरके
घर का तमाशा बना दिया

दुनिया तो दुनिया
पर भारत
तेरा मानव कहाँ गया
धर्म गुरु का स्थान छोड़ तू
आज कोठे में आ गिरा

क्यूँ नहीं तुने ग्रहण किया
तथागत ने जो ज्ञान दिया
उस महा मानव के वचन
तू क्षण में भुला दिया

माना गोरों ने तुझे बहुत सताया
पर अपनी अज्ञानता के घूँट पीकर
ना उनका ज्ञान ले पाया
ना अपना याद रख पाया

तू अभी भी ही सोचता
तेरे पास बचा ही क्या है
पर क्यूँ तू नहीं ये सोचता
ज्ञान चुराया नहीं जा सकता

तेरा ज्ञान अभी भी तेरे पास है भारत
पहचान ले अपने ज्ञान को
वापस लादे सोने की चिडिया
धरती मान के आँगन को

सुन भारत
वो सोना नहीं था चमकता धातु
नहीं वो थे हीरे जवाहरात
वो सोना था तेरा ज्ञान

जो अभी भी पड़ा है तेरे अन्दर
पर वो सोया है
और तुझे उससे जगाना है
उसे जगाके तुझे वो
स्वर्ण युग लाना है

तेरे पूर्वज ने जो खोजा था
योग और ध्यान का रास्ता
धरती माँ के वरदान ढूँढ कर
उन्हें वेदों में बाँध दिया

भारत वो ज्ञान था अजीब निराला
बाकी कोई नहीं था वो खोज पाया
पर दूसरों को बांटना तो दूर
तू खुद ही वो ना रख पाया

IT NEVER OCCURED TO ME BEFORE MOTHER:

I was driving high and high
with ur good wishes on my side
using everything u provided me with
but sorry mother
it never occured to me before
what i have done
with fuits eaten
but trees also cut

I drank the water
i sank in the water
i sank things in water
but now i see
i cant drink the water
cauz i sank things in the water
Now i have seen what never occured to me
n i m sorry for it mother

i breathed in the air
i flew in the air
i drank the air
but i m sorry
now i have realised
i must not have spilled in the air
cauz now i have ripped of my own cover

Now i wish mother
u havnt made me so strong
i regret what i have done
killing your children
with the whole home sunk

Help me mother
give me and my brothers the way
so we can stop crying of coming ones
cauz i ll be ashamed of myself
to hear them say
what have u given us mother?

THE FUTURE VISION OF INDIA: A COUNTRY BACK IN DARK AGE

Declaration Of Mulayam Singh:

Their party will ensure the employement by putting an end to machine era in India......Also the computer technology would be for bidded .... English use will also be demotivated....

Who the fuck is this illiterate????

I dont understand what is the problem of these guys with a language which is being used by India to connect to every other country in world.......a basis for preaching out all the Gyan to the country of great youth potential( although not used by them) and also help to them to understand the vast amount of knolwedge scattered on Internet and Television in english........

HOW DOES IT FEEL WHEN U SEE UR DREAM WILL BE NEVER FULFILLED!

MY ONE DREAM WAS SHATTERED LAST YEAR-- ENJOY A LIVE CONCERT OF FLOYD........
BUT U SEE WRIGHT IS NO MORE....
One of the greatest musician of all times!!! Soul and knitting entity for Floyd.

How Should i feel........i dont know....but i cant leave this dream..i have an alternative ..i pray if i would be performing one night like them!!

Part 3

I was thinking of a happy ending to the grieve of the poor person by making thr ........like a typical Indian Bollywood masala........But it seems that i cannot seriously agree with such an ending.......i havnt seen myself......so Thy mercy God........show me something so i would say..'' hallowed be Thy name'

Part 2

years have passed ,
i m livng the same,
remembring you,
but why is still
Thy blessings
doesnt seem to pass me through

seeing our creations,
still cryng inside,
although,
Lord
world have made them
hard outside
living thrgh the humans ''bliss''
......Ignorance
seems like eternally embracing norse

though lord,
i have taught them,
to never commit the greatest crime
...........stealing
stealing the right to truth,
life,
love
n i know that yes they are through,
through the attraction of stealing,
but here i m lord,
stll wondering
is it not true
you have committed
the same mischief
stealing our right to enjoy lfe.....

and so lord plz help me now
to say the same again
as i have taught them to belive
n say
Hallowed be thy name.

My poetry for poor(inspired by Maiden's hallowed be Thy name

hallowed be Thy name---1

wearing the waist high threads,
living on tiny bites,
drenching by the water from roof ,in rain,
struggling through time,
my Lord,
still in my hrt i wsh,
hallowed be Thy name

my heart rejoices to see,
my to be food growing in field,
my heart grieves to see,
my to be food robbed by
monstrous landlords,
my hrt rejoices to see
ur creatns thrgh me,
but my hrt aches to see
them cry
but i wsh,
hallowed be Thy name

seeing stars,
embedded in cover of mother,
some brght,
but some dark,
struggling to say there presence,
i wonder wht it is
makng them differ,
to be in dark,
to suffer ,
with ignorance
cause as we idiot humans
see beauty by our shine
but my Lord.
i know u hv made like me by reasons,
i wonder what and still my lord ,
i wish,
hallowed be Thy name

Freindship with opposite sex-- love!!

LOVE
Its the feeling of selflessly protecting and sacrificing self for a person in particular.
Love seeks to make that person happy and free of worries at any costs.
In freindship its all about love actually.
Love doesnt seek diffrentiation between sexes. Even with your sex partner if u r in love then that feeling of selfless sacrifice is way beyond the feeling of being physical.
If u r in love with a friend of opposite sex that doesnt require u to be physical with him/her. This love is as sacred as love with father , mother , sister.....Love doesnt diffrentiate.

Being sceintific .. emotions are unique characterstics of living forms which cant be acquired by normal machines. Love is an emotion. Having sex is not emoiton same as love....its just requirement and a feeling of body created by nature to help the living beings to propagate themselves by reproduction.

So if u r truly in love with a person of opposite sex that doesnt require u have to makeout with him/her. If society wants to give that relationship a name that needs not to be marriage only. Its the constrained thinking of society .

If u have a person with whom u feel like if u r with him/her u dont require anybody else in ur life and u two are full with each other and you would die for each other ......isnt it the same feeling u feel for ur father or mother or sister or brother( u have to have love with them).........so why is it constrained that if a grl n a boy of differtnt families have this feeling for each other then they should be tied in bond in marriage.....why?


U show love to ur sisters and brother by hugging and kissing.....so why it becomes cardinal sin to give hugs to that girl without being married to her???

WHATS WITH THE PRESENT GENERATION'S MUSIC SENSE!

Listning to nasal singers....playing a synth on western beats layout....trying to mix up western and eastern music without sensible understanding of the genre...
Thats how you can describe ''THE BOLLYWOOD''.....the body in which Indian music industry resides........the soul of maximum Indians trying to adopt a western culture .

Another segment which is quite samll...comprising of young college dudes with hair grown big+ a gottie/ a frenchie + a black T shirt with some metal band imprinted.
These people are specially obsessed with so called DEATH METAL confusing it with ROCK MUSIC.....way different genre. This group craves for recognition as the music of young generation!!!

One more part comprsining the other half of city college students listening to ''50 cent , snoop dog etc..''......comeon.....do these guys even now nythng except some elctronic dancing beats and using words''mthrfker or fuk '' which they call Music!

These people just signify the a statement of a guitar GOD- present generation is worst in music

A common factor with both these group....Neglecting out the soul of ancient Indian music-- the classical instruments and classical Indian music theory ...even disrespecting it if not respect it....